Sani TEA

So I need to learn to relax -

Reading usually does the trick as do Cartoons - but i'm currently out of good books and new Cartoons... So i've taken Up different Teas - Still no Relaxation . 

So I looked up Sanity and came up with the following: "The quality of being sane;soundness of health and mind

So.. I think I've concluded that I'm INSANE - .. but then does that mean I am sane or not Sane -- if I'm INSANE do I call myself OUTSANE?

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OUTSANE